Stranger #3

I missed you again last night,

It was out of the ordinary, yet such a familiar feeling.


13th December 2017
1455hrs
Chong Qing, China

Saphris

Tonight, my heart finally understood that you were never meant to be mine.

I suppose it was something that I always knew, yet couldn't accept.

It never is easy not getting what you want, what your heart so yearns and desires.

And so I pull myself together, swallow the hard truth and shut my heart tight.

And I killed all the feelings that's left inside. 

Where there were once seeds of you and me.

But now, no more, and I am free..

to my kitty

wherever you find yourself to be,
know that you will Always have a home in me.

21 November 2018
0049hrs

Stranger #2

You see, when I met you I thought you were of no consequence.


It was pure chance our meeting, simply the universe reminding me of it’s holy power. That fateful fraction of a second determined my melancholy for the coming years. 


You were my muse and especially so, my tears.

0429hrs
15.11.2018
azalea azarae