The blooming Azalea

I bought my first comb! At 19. I'm finally growing up mommy, yippe-ka-yay!

Wings of Peking

During the wee hours of the evening,
The sky painted crimson by the sun,
Tufts of white clouds were floating,
Upon the black roads of the city,

Now and then an airplane soars by,
Leaving Beijing and me behind,
And I an obedient poet,
Stay and write,
Listening to the wind,
Whispering stories as it blows by,

The city now wrapped in a blanket of white,
Stays still,
As always,
As time travels by,

It has been thousand of years since the Han dynasty,
Where noble warriors shed their blood,
In the name of their beloved country,

Warriors of the Past!
I am here,
Treading on your glorious steps,

Warriors of the Past!
I am here,
Caressed by the same wind,
Whom once touched your hearings,
Centuries ago,

Warriors of the Past!
I am here,
In Beijing,
Writing your story,

Warriors of the Past!
I am here,
In your beautiful city,
As another plane passes by.

Azalea Azarae

*woof woof*

It's been some time since I blogged. Too... much of a procrastinator? Well, for a start, I'm doing my degree already, HAH! It's not how I expected it would turn out, especially in the friends department, no good. Nooooo good. Let's put it this way, irreconcilable differences?

Though, this is a principle of mind that I hold on to :

1. If a person is worth it, go the extra mile.

So, I've been going the extra mile and stuff, but the subject in question doesn't seem to be giving me positive feedbacks, so I guess, I'll just be going another mile, leaving trail of Kibbles behind for the subject in question to find me.

P/s: Kibbles tastes nyums

Dawn of change

A few things in my life have changed lately, and for the better it is. I find myself more independent, and connected, to the soul within me. Only now do I realize, that I do not talk much to the self within me. I do things, if I may say, in a state of unconsciousness, whereby I do things that at times I know, doesn't make me happy. Well it was fine then, but not now. In order for me to love, I have to love myself first, unconditionally, I have to put forth my happiness first, and do things, that makes me happy. For now, I feel, that I am not in any shape fit to give my love to you, for at times, or most of the time, let's be frank here, we fight, more qualms than tenderness. Hence, why be in a place where it serves you little or no happiness? Nevertheless, the fact remains, I love you, and that, I'm sure in time to come, won't change. I am no longer the 5 year old that you fell in love with two years ago, I have changed, just as you did, and I'll never stop. Maybe, we were never meant to be, as you said. If that holds true, the fact remains, you were my first in all, and always will be. For all the time you've stood by me,through thick and thin, when I was at the deepest of all pits, thank you. You were an angel, sent to me, and I'm sure you'll be brightening lots of others lives in future, just as you did to mine. Sailor, you found your compass, sail forth to the port that you were destined to be with. It seems that the cloud has darken, and the age of the north star withstands no longer. I pray that you'll always be in peace, be loved, be in good health. Thank you, you taught me to be rid of my ego, and for that, I shall be eternally in debt to you.

Goodbye sailor, safe journey.

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I hope one day our path'll cross again, and when it does, I hope it's not too late. I'll be waiting for you, forever.

Ahoy Sailor

It's not that I'm heartless, thus being the reason why I left you,
Perhaps, it's because I love you too much, the reason I do this.
The reason I let go, because maybe we're not meant to be together now, maybe ever, or there is a chance that I'll still be with you, sometime in the future. I'll let it settle that way.

I do not hate you, far from it, my life is for you, just as everything I do. If we will be, we will, we'll make it through time and tide.

I'll be there for you, if you're willing to wait for me.

I love you my sailor. Always did, always will, never will not