Dawn of change

A few things in my life have changed lately, and for the better it is. I find myself more independent, and connected, to the soul within me. Only now do I realize, that I do not talk much to the self within me. I do things, if I may say, in a state of unconsciousness, whereby I do things that at times I know, doesn't make me happy. Well it was fine then, but not now. In order for me to love, I have to love myself first, unconditionally, I have to put forth my happiness first, and do things, that makes me happy. For now, I feel, that I am not in any shape fit to give my love to you, for at times, or most of the time, let's be frank here, we fight, more qualms than tenderness. Hence, why be in a place where it serves you little or no happiness? Nevertheless, the fact remains, I love you, and that, I'm sure in time to come, won't change. I am no longer the 5 year old that you fell in love with two years ago, I have changed, just as you did, and I'll never stop. Maybe, we were never meant to be, as you said. If that holds true, the fact remains, you were my first in all, and always will be. For all the time you've stood by me,through thick and thin, when I was at the deepest of all pits, thank you. You were an angel, sent to me, and I'm sure you'll be brightening lots of others lives in future, just as you did to mine. Sailor, you found your compass, sail forth to the port that you were destined to be with. It seems that the cloud has darken, and the age of the north star withstands no longer. I pray that you'll always be in peace, be loved, be in good health. Thank you, you taught me to be rid of my ego, and for that, I shall be eternally in debt to you.

Goodbye sailor, safe journey.