My answered prayer

I cried tonight because I told myself that I am not going to leave you,
When each passing day,
My feelings surfaces stronger, saying that I have to,
When the wave crashed upon my face,
I got scared knowing that I'll no longer be in your embrace,
When my hands got numb from the cold,
Tears streak down my cheeks, knowing that I'll never have your hands to hold.

I would trade a thousand tomorrows for just one yesterday,
One yesterday when your arms were around me,
One yesterday when my life was right in front of me,
As my breathing got shallower,
I picture you in the future,
Where there was no more you and me,
And the thought of that took my last breath away.

Though, my love for you, will forever stay,
In the wind,
In the clouds,
In all that I have loved.

A part of me will always be with you,
And my love, that is my heart that I have entrusted you to,
If you're lost, just look up in the sky,
I'll always be there,
Watching over,

My little sailor, my life, my anchor, my answered prayer.

0211
10/11/10

*sigh*

:(

I wish I could be your forever.

Though I know, I never will be.

As always, I was being silly.

For thinking that I even had a chance.

Sigh,

Lea

Imagination

I've always wished that I could have :

1. A tail.

2. Side mirrors on my head. If only I could install a pair of it, my life would be almost perfect.

3. There was a point in my life, that I wish I was a guy. Tak payah mandi. BEST.

4. Lions as pets. Or any other big cats. I'm pretty lenient here. As long as it's big,it's good. Haha.

5. This is immaterial, but cat food tastes kinda good. I'd like to try it again.

6. Err.. I wish that animals can talk.

7. Besides that, I've always figgered out that living in the Middle Ages would be awesome. Reasons as to that would be *ehem ehem*

Firstly : You get to ride on big, big, horses.

Secondly : The food looks good.

Thirdly : Witchcraft. How awesome is that?

Fourthly : Aragorn son of Arathorn <3



I shall not continue further for fifthly sounds wrong. However I'll add it here :

1) Legolas Greenleaf.

2) Mr. Fine Faramir. Woohoo!

Though, if I do live in the Middle Ages, I'd be missing out on Johnny Depp *sigh*
and YOU.

Saints

I love you, with a love that i seem to lose,

Of lost saints and angels,

Absent to the eye, yet never clearer to the soul,

I love you, with all the pain and grief,

Of my yesteryears,

Where hearts are broken, and of pools of tears,

I love you, with the love of everyday's most silent needs,

In drinking, praying and knitting,

Indeed I love you with my life,

A thousand life times and more,

A million years and a day later,

I'd still love you just the same,

The love of angels and lost saints.

4 in the morning

Azad and Danial. Awesome heroes! :)

As usual, i'm always up for anything silly, dumb and reckless. For instance, now. I am supposed to go to sleep as I'm gonna have a long day tomorrow with Puteri, Lulu, and Jem. Yet, it's 4 in the morning and I'm drooling over Graph jam. FML.

O' lord, please bless me with sanity tomorrow. For if not, I shall :

1. Fall in the bus.
2. Send wrong texts to the wrong people.
3. Trip over poor innocent civilians.
4. Make a fool out of myself.

I'm having a sore throat right now. My throat is itchy and it hurts. My eyes are watery. My nose is blocked. My room is dark and there is no clock.

I'm not trying to write a poem or anything. I just need to get used to this. No more mooting means no more late nights, and I'm used to that.

Well, that has to change I suppose. *yawns*

P/s : Mooting is fun. Especially if you get awesome advisors. *yawns*

My 3rd blog. Yay!

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